ONE TWELVE

I like New Year's as much as the next person
I understand it's a signal for change
but to think that everyone will change is a load of shit
those resolutions I make every year
I doubt I've ever kept any one of them
just because I realize how useless they really are
and it only takes me a couple weeks into the new year

2010 though
will be a year of plans
because I have one whole year
to plan and decide
and then prepare
for Milan, Italy

whether in 2011 or 2012
I'm going
that's the only promise I'll make to myself this year
to not let any worries block me from going
because this is one opportunity I will never again receive
I will work past the financial barriers
and the culture barriers
and the language barriers

DA - I'll be there.

ONE ELEVEN

i nearly forgot D:

1 more month, love

as of yesterday

happy 23rd ♥

ONE TEN

finals are OVER.
as of last week

this week is cramming shopping time
relaxation please

we want to watch Rurouni Kenshin
i want mine back

i tried a while back
but i'm never doing that again
why?
because their egos = bigger than the fucking universe
what the hell do you have
that you think you are that great?
go ahead and name one
because i can think of
ZERO

fuck it
i'll steal that shit back
no worries

man i really want to watch it

ONE OH NINE

I don't remember what time I was aiming for
but it was definitely not 4:57 am.
I hate finals week.
I hate Microsoft Word more, though.

burn in hell, you piece of shit program.
burn in fucking hell.

ONE OH EIGHT

I'm so lucky :)

I don't think I stop to think often enough
about how blessed I am
and the gifts I've received from God.

I have
a caring, loving family
the best friend a girl could ask for: her sister
the most amazing friend[s] - at work & at school
an extraordinary boyfriend - perfect in every way

it is only because of them that I am able to face the world
every morning I get up
and am able to sleep soundly in my bed at night
knowing they'll be there if I need them.

and I?
I hope they feel the same way towards me -
that no matter what, I will be there
ready to face anything
to take on anything for them
because that is my promise.

no matter how far we may be
no physical distance can truly separate us.

thanks for always being there
I love all of you